April 2011
My Poem. (:
Life, it just seems to be getting complicated.
Don’t get me wrong, it’s always been like this, but never involving love.
I’ve been waiting, hoping that he’d notice how awkward it’s been.
I’m having trouble expressing my emotions, and that’s not something I’m proud of.
He doesn’t see it though.
He doesn’t understand.
I just don’t know.
I can’t bring my self to tell him how I really feel.
We only get one chance to live.
Only so much time.
We’ve only got so much love to give.
And commitment is hard, looked at like some sort of crime.
Maybe he really doesn’t care.
Maybe I just can’t see the truth.
I’ve been waiting long enough,
this isn’t how you’re supposed to waste your youth.
So for now I think I’ll just ignore it.
Lock my feelings away,
distract myself with clothes and movies.
Because I’m waiting on him.
I’ve always been waiting for him.
Is he worth it?
I think so.
So I’ll wait. Just a little bit longer.
Correction:
He does get it.
He’s just shy.
It’s awkward.
It’ll get better.
Even if he doesn’t care,
I do.
Yes, I’m still waiting.
But I won’t wait forever.
There’s just not enough time for that.
One life to live.
So much love to give.
And it’s my choice.
March 2011
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Why do you send me mixed signals? Why do you have to be such a great guy one minute and the most annoying person ever the next? Why is it that we can be best friends and share secrets, yet we can get frustrated by the simplest things? Why do you have to be so difficult?
Because nothing that great is ever easy. It takes effort.
